About me
I am a European, in my late 30's, living in the US, happily married to a slightly younger American woman. We have three beautiful young children.
I am kind of an introvert, but easygoing and approachable. Though from the outside I may appear calm and quiet, I have a rich fantasy life, which (especially now) includes BDSM. I have kept these fantasies pretty much to myself so far, but as I progress in life, the urge to live them out is growing in me. I need a safe place to do that. I don't see myself becoming wild and out of control, but there is a quiet intensity to me that I am eager to express.
The sole object of my passion is my wife. Since coming to terms with my submissive nature (an epiphany, really) a couple of months ago, I am back to being completely infatuated with her. She is all I can think about. I desire nothing more than to surrender to her authority. I told her that, but she is currently a bit suspicious of my motives, wondering if I am not trying to make her do things that she would not otherwise do. (Something, I learned, is technically called "topping from the bottom".) Also, I think I freak her out a little bit, because she has gotten so used to see our marriage as a safe haven, a refuge from which to recover from her professionally and socially hectic life (unlike me, she is an extrovert). Part of her does not want to upset that balance. On the other hand, I am convinced that what I told her so far has struck a chord in her. Though she is not yet fully prepared for the role of Mistress, she has what it takes to become a really good one. I hope that she will embrace D/s as I have, and that it will give us the context through which we will be able to confront our issues, intensify our relationship, and find the peace and happiness we deserve.
I am kind of an introvert, but easygoing and approachable. Though from the outside I may appear calm and quiet, I have a rich fantasy life, which (especially now) includes BDSM. I have kept these fantasies pretty much to myself so far, but as I progress in life, the urge to live them out is growing in me. I need a safe place to do that. I don't see myself becoming wild and out of control, but there is a quiet intensity to me that I am eager to express.
The sole object of my passion is my wife. Since coming to terms with my submissive nature (an epiphany, really) a couple of months ago, I am back to being completely infatuated with her. She is all I can think about. I desire nothing more than to surrender to her authority. I told her that, but she is currently a bit suspicious of my motives, wondering if I am not trying to make her do things that she would not otherwise do. (Something, I learned, is technically called "topping from the bottom".) Also, I think I freak her out a little bit, because she has gotten so used to see our marriage as a safe haven, a refuge from which to recover from her professionally and socially hectic life (unlike me, she is an extrovert). Part of her does not want to upset that balance. On the other hand, I am convinced that what I told her so far has struck a chord in her. Though she is not yet fully prepared for the role of Mistress, she has what it takes to become a really good one. I hope that she will embrace D/s as I have, and that it will give us the context through which we will be able to confront our issues, intensify our relationship, and find the peace and happiness we deserve.
posted by spellbound at 8:49 PM
1 Comments:
Sounds like you guys are on an interesting journey.
I'll be interested to see where it leads. Good luck :)
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